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June30,2005

"sc" music: Frank Sinatra - Dancing Cheek to Cheek
mood: nervous

a nice, easy couple of days. yesterday, i spent most of the day indulging myself in art, doing some oil painting at home and finishing up my chinese landscape at art class. xie-yi is such a pain in the ass. at least with gong-bi, the paper is manageable.

today, spent the day reading a lot, sleeping a lot, and teaching my sister how to play starcraft, lol. it's hilarious how i influence my sister, haha. then i got hooked on it again, and now i'm looking for my broodwars so i can make some decent campaign maps.

holy crap, asian telemarketers are such bastards! this lady called today from SBC DSL, and i immediately went into my speech about how my chinese is bad, my parents arent home, can i take a message...and she just kept on bitching at me and actually had the gall to say "oh, you're not 18? for someone under 18, you have quite an attitude problem." stupid bitch didnt know that i'm fucking fluent in mandarin, so she should've shut her trap. and omg, i swear it's the same lady that's been calling every fucking week. damit, next time she calls, i'm just gonna say "fuck you" and hang up.

maybe it's the medication, but i'm just in a bizarre mood tonight. i wanted to go clubbing, but in the end, aside from the fact that some of my closest friends couldnt go, i ended up cancelling on some other girlfriends of mine because well, i just wasnt feeling it. so instead, i watched the telly with my sister and played my viola. it's crazy how my chords and vibratos seem to rock when i'm in the musical mood. i hope that's how i'll sound when i perform, that is, if i ever decide to perform again.

i'm nervous as heck because i'm getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow morning! (hence the medication.) omg, i dont want to die from the pain. i hope i dont end up with an infection afterwards!!!