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October02,2005

"empty void" music: Motorcycle - As the Rush Comes
mood: feeling such a longing

so i wont go into detail about tonight, especially because i think it's enough for both evan and wolf to have heard me rant, lol. funny how i choose certain people to talk to. anyhow, today was rather smooth for a booked day. after brunch, i went off to work before heading off for my field trip for marine bio. we didnt do anything intensive, just went to the rocky shore on bailey island to sample different intertidal zones. lots of algae, which was absolutely frustrating to walk upon. slipped in the beginning, stupid squishy seaweed. >.< but the ocean was beautiful, and it felt wonderful catching the seabreeze. came back in time to grab some grub with my floormates, went back to my room to try to finish latin hw while lauren worked on german. then my night went by and here i am. ranting. unable to express how i actually feel right now because it's along the lines of shitty and miserable. well, miserable because there's an empty void that cant be filled, and i'm just sitting here, hoping i can get through these next three months quickly.